Untitled...An excerpt from a suicide note written 2 days after me and my wife split (Thankfully it was unused) She is a special lady always xxxx

“live it up”…that song again,

Each word reminds me of you,

Situations play over in my mind,

So many things I wish you knew,

You brought me nothing but happiness,

I just never knew until today,

I brought you only misery,

Because of this..forced you away,

Every night, the same old thing,

Thinking of you as I lay in bed,

Expressions felt so many ways,

Because of fear, words never said,

Words mounted up, became painful,

But not one made it back to you,

I made you walk away from me,

Away from a love so pure, so true,

If I only I could have been different,

I know I would still be here,

For all eternity I’ll think of you,

No more words now……….only tears